An unexpected midwinter visit to New York City left me full of literary and spiritual longings.
At a memorial service for my late brother in law, the rabbi had read the beautiful verses from Ecclesiastes, "to every thing there is a season." Then, he'd chanted the Kaddish. Even though I didn't understand Hebrew, the words filled me with the beauty of music, while giving me an understanding of their meaning on a deep, visceral level.
In late afternoon, I walked through snow-covered Central Park, recalling the words of Holden Caulfield and others about the beautiful greenway. The park was full of people, enjoying the sunshine and the cold, crisp air. I walked over the St. Gaudens' monument to Gen. Sherman, recalling Robert Lowell's "For the Union Dead," inspired by St. Gaudens' statue in Boston honoring Col. Shaw's black regiment. St. Gaudens was also connected to another literary favorite: he did the tomb of Henry Adams' wife, Clover. Looking at St. Gaudens' Sherman Statue in the Grand Army Plaza, near the old Plaza Hotel, snatches of Lowell and Adams swirled through my mind. Of course, I couldn't help remembering that May afternoon, beaten down by a grueling tryout at The New York Times, when I'd walked to Central Park from Times Square and witnessed a beautiful woman walking down the sidewalk, one of the loveliest visions of my life.
With dusk giving the city a crepescular afterglow, I took the subway downtown to the West Village to join my friends Tim and Pui for a poetry reading at the Cornelia Street Cafe. When I emerged from the West Fourth Street Station, I received that jolt of energy and excitement of the village, again recalling that first time long ago when I'd first visited New York. t the cafe's cozy downtown space, hearing Donald Lev read, I traced the Old Testament cadences, the hunger for the word and music, through his poems. "To Every Thing There Is A Season."
Headed back uptown, enjoying the company of new friend Norman for part of the journey, I again felt the conflicting joys and sorrows of the great city. My wife's family's loss of Woody, the man who loved to knock down walls and rearrange the furniture. Language and memories. Art and change. Love and literature. I got out at 96th Street and walked to the hotel through the swirling snow. Through the mist, I could see the ice-filled East River, Robert Moses' FDR Drive, the towering edifice of the Triborough Bridge. In the hotel, I enjoyed a glass of red wine, served by the young Latino woman who'd been there every night. Her warm, bright smile reminded me of an old insight: God's greatest miracle is the human face.
Early the next morning, we left New York. As we sat on the runway at LaGuardia, waiting for our place in the takeoff queque, I looked out at the gray horizon, barely able to make out the Atlantic, across which so many had come seeking new lives of freedom. At last, the plane climbed into the sky.
Back in Atlanta, the snow that had covered the ground when we left had melted away. A few stubborn snowmen still stood here and there. By week's end, bright, cool weather had arrived. I'd discovered another reading adventure, "The Possessed: Adventures With Russian Books and The People Who Read Them" by a woman named Elif Batuman. Apparently, she'd been writing for some time for The New Yorker. Although I religiously read the magazine every week, I'd never read her pieces. I looked forward to delving into her essays on reading and how books enrich life.
Before reading Elif though, I wanted to finish Scott L. Mingus Sr.'s "The Louisiana Tigers in The Gettysburg Campaign, June-July 1863" (LSU Press). In the bright afternoon sun, I sat on the front porch and read about the Tigers' valiant but ill-fated charge up Cemetery Hill in the dusk and moonlight of July 2, 1863. As I read, my attention was diverted by crows cawing and flying among the high treetops of the pines in our yard. Again, I returned to the exploits of Brig. Gen. Harry T. Hays and his boys from New Orleans, Baton Rouge, Alexandria and elsewhere, when I heard a splashing. A small bluebird was enjoying the waters of the birdbath. When it shook its feathers, the cascading water sparkled in the late afternoon light.
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